cleaning up

For the first time in my life I finally decided to clean up my acts. The first on the list is my language. Uhuh! I'm avoiding profanity nowadays. It's not like I wanna act "holier-than-thou" but I WANT TO CHANGE and become a better person. Not just for me but for the people who love me. And most of all, because i want to pay tribute to my Maker.

I am proud to say that after 19 years pf existence I have finally-- FINALLY! --found Him. I won't be scared to admit that I am a Christian. I may not live like I'm one now, but boy am I determined to really be one in every sense of the word.

I want to talk, act, and live like a true follower of Christ!

jargon

Let me start my post with a question. How do you let go of someone you never had? Does it make it easier knowing you never were committed to the person? Or does it make it harder because the person never knew just how much you cared? Whatever it is, it sure is hard to let go of someone you care about. Ask me. I know just how it feels..

restless...

i can't seem to pin-point the exact reason why i feel so restless right now. i want to do something but i don't know what. my mind wont even cooperate. (sigh)

back again!

well guess what! meeting just got postponed! darn it!

anyways, i can't say i'm happy with that but it gave me an extra time to post something longer. uhuh! and i do mean LONGER.

let me recall, my last long post was somewhere in october. guess that's a pretty long time to "gather" ideas on what to write huh? in fact i have tons of ideas swarming in my head right now. the problem is, i can't seen to find the right words to express it. hahaha! i'm thinkin' i can post something about religion,or maybe about just how hectic my schedule is. my love life is also another thing which entered my mind. hahaha!

i always have this penchant of sharing my life to the world. hahaha! typical vain trexie. (lol)

uhmm, i think i gotta run before my vanity and narcissity (if that kind of word exists in the english language).

okay, okay. i'm an egomaniac. so? ;)

don't wanna!

darn! it has only been three weeks since classes started but i'm already feeling the strain. there are sooo
many things to do. i--well, my group and i-- have this kinda long topic
to report and there is a BIG possibility that we are gonna start this
Friday. oh! i forgot to say,this is still our first meeting. :) there
is a lot of pressure on us since the first group to report sucked
(oops!i'm supposed to be cleaning my language. darn it!)!

well, i gotta run! i'm already late for our meeting!! see yah! :)

long time

it has been a long time since i last posted... i don't know what to say... :) i got kinda busy with school and stuff... i'll just try to post something next week-- if my schedule allows me to... :)