ReBeL KiD

i hate feeling like this!!! i hate pretending to be fine when deep inside i know i'm next to dyin'. i hate surrounding myself with a friend or two, and hang out in crowded places to blot out this empty feeling inside. i hate the person who more or less caused what i'm feeling. and most of all, i hate myself for feeling this way. i should've known better than let to that person get close to me. i wish i could've known sooner...(dammit!)