a broken heart

ALLOW ME TO EXPLAIN A BROKEN HEART :
A BROKEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.
A BROKEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.
A BROKEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning.
A BROKEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.
A BROKEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.
A BROKEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears.
A BROKEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.
A BROKEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.
A BROKEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.
A BROKEN HEART is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.
A BROKEN HEART is screaming & begging for a second chance inside.
A BROKEN HEART is the emptiness & heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love
.A BROKEN HEART is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."
A BROKEN HEART is seeing him, & even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do, you decide to walk away.
A BROKEN HEART is listening to that one song that makes you break down over & over again.
A BROKEN HEART sometimes means: not wanting to go on.