What Now?

I find myself in a melancholic mood today and so I found myself wondering. Is this all there is to it? Somehow I realized that things weren't going the way I thought they'd be and now I wonder if my plans for the next few months are still possible. Then I ask myself "what happens if doesn't pan out?". Do I push through with everything even if the odds are stacked against me? Or I regroup and wait for a better time? But what if my idea of a "better time" doesn't come? What now? This is the question running through my mind right this very moment. What now?

I guess I'll just have to let myself wallow in self-pity--if only for this time. I'll feel better later. Maybe, maybe not. But for now, I'll let this be...

I wonder how it'll feel like to love again. Or be loved for that matter.

Intellect and Passion

I was reading this book about a coven of witches one time and I stumbled upon this phrase "Intellect, pride, and passion. Was it any wonder that she stirred him?" and it made me realize that it simply defines what I want my future mate to have--INTELLECT and PASSION.

Intellect because I don't want to be with someone who doesn't understand me or the things I talk about or do. I don't want to constantly explain things to my partner. And because I'm fond of talking or texting in English, I certainly don't want to avoid using it because my partner wouldn't understand me if do. I want someone who is mentally stimulating. And that, I think, is the most important factor of all. I don't care if the guy is not a valedictorian, a straight A student, or doesn't have a Latin title attached to his name. I just want someone who will constantly be able to rouse my interest.

Now, who wouldn't want someone passionate (no pun intended)? Passion can be manifested in things such as sports, music, charity, art, etc. But the two closest to my heart is sports and music. I'll feel fine if a guy has passion for either of these two but if he has passion for both music and sports, then I'll consider myself very lucky! I'm very passionate about music. Not a day goes by that I don't listen, sing, or dance to a particular song so it will mean a lot if the guy is also interested in music. Not to mention, it'll also be another thing we can share with each other.

I grew up playing volleyball and watching my uncles and cousins play basketball, and learning other sports during my elementary years so it's not surprising that I want a guy who has a passion for sports. Although I prefer he likes manly sports like basketball or soccer. Haha!

I don't pretty much care for pride though since I have it in spades. And with him being very proud, a single argument may cause a huge falling-out between the two of us. Haha! But if who I'm destined to be with has tons of pride to go around, then I'm willing to sacrifice a little and strike a compromise with him. Love should prevail, shouldn't it?

In any case, intellect and passion is all I want in a guy. Is that too much to ask for? You tell me.

P and P - Finale (American Ending)

Sundays at Tiffany's

Oh Mr. Darcy!

“I declare after all there is no enjoyment like reading! How much sooner one tires of any thing than of a book! — When I have a house of my own, I shall be miserable if I have not an excellent library.” — Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice

Can I have this as my room?

Woah!

#ARG

Took a screen cap of what I had last Saturday night. I still have the tab containing Andrew Garfield's photo opened until now. I just put my computer on stand-by mode since then. Hahaha! Isn't he cute?

Jared's Eyes

His eyes are to die for! Oh Jared!