Love In All Its Complications

Lately I'm finding myself looking for one particular person whenever I go to school. I'm not like this before. More often than not, I'll be other the guy after one or two weeks. But this time it seems that the more I see him, the brighter the flame goes. Haha! This sounds extremely cheesy already.

One of my friends told me that he tried committing suicide some time back because his girl friend at that time broke up with him. Then I thought, what the hell am I doing flirting with him? The last thing I want is for any guy to commit or even just to try to commit suicide because of me. My life is already screwed up as it is. I don't need that kind of complication. But all those thoughts disappear when I see him.

Now I don't know whether I should I avoid him or not. For one, I know he's going to start wondering why I'm avoiding him. And two, it's going to be awkward. What the hell am I supposed to say when he starts asking why I don't talk to him anymore? Ugh, why does it have to be this way? Oh well, here he is in all his glory. :)

Oh and by the way, I call him Babe. XD

The choice is yours...

Lessons

Though It Is Stormy And Dark

(May Bagyo Ma't May Rilim translation by Bienvenido Lumbera)


Though it is stormy and dark,
I'll strain my tearful plaints
and struggle on--
I'll set out on voyage
and persist in my search
for God our Father.

Though it doesn't sleep a wink,
This temptation bearing down on me,
Still will I dare
To read this book,
And from it, draw
The weapon I'll yield.

Having lost my sight in the past
I'm giving thanks
For this light
Which God let shine
Upon the priest who has made known
This noble book.

Though tossed and dashed
By huge waves,
I'll trash my legs
And renewing strength--

In this (book) I grasp
For the buoy that saves.

Though disabled and limping,
Nothing can hold back my steps,
For this (book) will take me by the hand
And show me the way--
The staff was prepared
To give me strength.

I Want A Boy Who...

Ian Somerhalder

“My spirit animal in bed is a black panther–calm and sleek.”–Ian Somerhalder tells Women’s Health mag about what he’s like behind closed doors.

Damn Straight

When It's Real

Adorable :p