today is another milestone in my life and i just wanna take this opportunity to thank some people.(imagine me receiving an award. hehe!) serious ni bai! to my best friend in the whole wide world, MAAN, thank you most of all for the friendship. words can't express how important you are to me. ayabyu! to URICH (who wants to be called "sid"), thank you for showing me that there's still life after a heartbreak. and thank you for coming back into my life. to DAWN, thank you for always being there. i may not be the best a friend can be but you know i'll always be here for you. love you girl! REN, you have always given me inspiration through your music. thank you and i love you! YPA (she doesn't want me to call her by her Christian name) even though you're a hundred miles from me you still take time to ask me if i'm fine, and i thank you for that. TAHTA KYUT, thank you so very much for helping me emerge from my shell. i still have so many people to thank but i'll just save it for next time. hehehe! until next time guys! toodles! sayonara! au revoir! ciao!

what is hello without goodbye
can't find a tear without acry
been there; done that; nothing to hide
pain usually occurs with self pride

why does love have to end
do i hold on or just pretend
that it no longer hurts to remember
promises made, return to sender

like the setting sun or a sinking ship
darkness fades, each time you quit
once whole then half, and sinking fast
why do good things never last

falling again

there's this guy
who always make me smile
and when i want to cry
he's always at my side

he's been in my life
for quite some time
and he's been my inspiration
all the while

he doesn't give me
roses everyday
but he sure take
all my blues away

the sun shines brighter
when i'm with him
butterflies are dancing
with their colorful wings

another day ends
and as i reminisce
i couldn't help but smile
because i know
i'm falling again this time...

why do i love you?

why do i love you?
heck! i really don't know
this feeling just
came out of the blue

maybe it's because
you're very thoughtful
or the care you've
shown me too

it maybe because
you're very understanding
and you tried to comprehend
my mood swings

i love you
maybe, just maybe, because you were there
when i needed somebody,
when i needed you...

(this poem is for my bestfriend MAAN)