the aftermath...

The time after I take my exams always, if not all the time, leave me blank-minded. This time is no different. I walked out my Math room this morning a little bit disoriented. Yeah, I know you think it's a little exaggerated. But that's the truth. My trig exam was over but I still have to study for my psychology and religion exems tommorow. Boy am I going to be glad after this hell--my own personal hell--is through.


I gotta go! I still have a LOT of things to study. Sigh. This the prize I have to pay if I want to have good grades...


See yah after my midterm exams! :)

the answer

First and foremost, I can't really say that I feel the "I'm-with-my-special-someone" type of happiness whenever we're together--which is not very often. But all I know is that whenever he's not around, I feel like I want to see him even for just a glimpse. On the other hand, we had lots of fun during those times that we are together. We talk about anything under the sun and we laugh at just about everything.Oohh ! And by the way, I feel very "normal" when he's around. Heck! My knees don't even shake when he flashes me his I'm-so-happy-to-see-you smile. Hahaha!

torn

I have a new friend who seems to be catching the attention of my fellow Education students. Well, recently people always see us sharing the same table in the library or walking together or just simply being together. They've hounded me for weeks and weeks now asking if the "guy" and me are dating or committed to each other or anythin of that sort, but WE AREN'T. I can't seem to inculcate to them that we are just friends.
Last night, one classmate from my Filipino12 subject asked me for his cellphone number. Naturally, I told her that I have to ask him first. So later that night I texted the guy if my classmate can have his number--I read his message this morning because it was already very late when i texted him. And he said 'yes,you can give her my number'.
Now I'm torn. I now have the permission to give away his number but i'm having second thoughts about it. Does this mean that I already feel something for him?

ugh!

I know, long before, that I was never good in math or numbers for that matter. But now I'm on the brink of a break-down. Tomorrow I am going to take a test in trigonometry. And God knows how I will fare the exam. But the good thing is (I hope) I never back down from a challenge. So tonight I'ma be burning my midnight candle, if only to insure a decent test score tomorrow. :)