Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Love In All Its Complications

Lately I'm finding myself looking for one particular person whenever I go to school. I'm not like this before. More often than not, I'll be other the guy after one or two weeks. But this time it seems that the more I see him, the brighter the flame goes. Haha! This sounds extremely cheesy already.

One of my friends told me that he tried committing suicide some time back because his girl friend at that time broke up with him. Then I thought, what the hell am I doing flirting with him? The last thing I want is for any guy to commit or even just to try to commit suicide because of me. My life is already screwed up as it is. I don't need that kind of complication. But all those thoughts disappear when I see him.

Now I don't know whether I should I avoid him or not. For one, I know he's going to start wondering why I'm avoiding him. And two, it's going to be awkward. What the hell am I supposed to say when he starts asking why I don't talk to him anymore? Ugh, why does it have to be this way? Oh well, here he is in all his glory. :)



Oh and by the way, I call him Babe. XD

The choice is yours...